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How i never thought my life would come to this. And how my life is worth less than shit, by hurting the ones i love the most and the ones i keep damn close. I pray this doesn't tear us apart. A thousand apologies couldn't take back the things i done. Faith and trust can bring the respect and love you lost. How could i have been so selfish? I burnt bridges. I broken hearts. I never knew it would go this far oh lord will this ever end? If i only knew how to ease the pain I so greatly cause and gain? if i had one wish? its to not exist. This it too much to take.
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hey it's zoe i usually fuck around with chris's layout and fix shit up but i've noticed he has like five friends listed and forty people have chris listed and i'm pretty sure he doesn't know how to do it because livejournal is confusing so if you want to be added to his friends list comment or something, but i'm just going to add everyone that added him, yes.
and go to friends fest!
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so my family went out of town to mexico. me russ and cory went to d land.we came home around ten. then had a raging card game party. sam brought over romper stomper. then it ended up missing. sam was pissed. he took his dvds and his x box that he left at my house and he took pepes lap top that he gave to him.sam left the party pissed. pepe found out that sam took his comp and asked russ why he didnt stop him. russ asked pepe to stop repeatably. charlie and i told russ to chill. then after 3 more times russell telling pepe to chill he just then hulked out. he got up and tryed to grab pepe charlie grabed russ and held / pushed him back. russell was telling pepe to never talk to him again like that to him as he was knocking stuff over and trying to run at pepe. russell gets a hold of pepes i pod and smashes it. russ finally calmed down then charlie and i left to see how pepe was then i tell every one to leave. they all go out side the its just russ and me in the room. charlie come back in to the room telling russ he cant do stuff like that. he cant go out of his way and try to kill pepe over talking back and raising his voice. charlie broke down and started crying as the same for russell. it was the first time i ever seen earthier cry i broke down as well i couldn't believe my eyes i never thought i would see the day. russell chilled out. pepe and charlie left and every one as well. i never want this to happen again.i love my friends. i love my family. i love my life.
ps. and i love zoe<3
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| not a DAD!!!! |
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so ya today zoe had her period and that means shes not pregnant and I'm not a daddy! i love my girl friend<3
p.s. don,t have unprotected sex.
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so i got zoe at 2. we went to my house and i had band practice for are show. then after band practice me ,zoe, sam. russ, and WAR N G ,went to the mall i ate and got fatter. the sped off to the show got there bummer we had to play last. i was sad cause zoe could not stay cause her shitty mom wanted her home so i took her and came back for new direction. it was fun played well till the second to last song. i could not hear a thing. i mest up and went ape shit on the floor tomm stabbing it many time screaming the work funk at the top of my lungs. soooo (shitty) then at the end of the set threw the drums down ans put a hole in the bass drum. so now i have to buy 70 dollars in drum head buy our next show when ever that is? finally went home watched the hate dvd (too funny) almost better than throwdowns but, theres no way it will ever be topped. ok then watched ancore man. it gets better every time. then after all of that me sam and junnie went to denny's and 3:am good times bad food.now im home. russ is a pussy<3..... i have work in 4 hours i have to wake up in three to get ready. i love my girl friend good night. p.s. "when in rome"
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