[chri$]

shoot me...

2007-01-19T15:22:00Z

How i never thought my life would come to this. And how my life is worth less than shit, by hurting the ones i love the most and the ones i keep damn close. I pray this doesn't tear us apart. A thousand apologies couldn't take back the things i done. Faith and trust can bring the respect and love you lost. How could i have been so selfish? I burnt bridges. I broken hearts. I never knew it would go this far oh lord will this ever end? If i only knew how to ease the pain I so greatly cause and gain? if i had one wish? its to not exist. This it too much to take.

friendsss.

2005-06-08T00:00:43Z

hey it's zoe i usually fuck around with chris's layout and fix shit up but i've noticed he has like five friends listed and forty people have chris listed and i'm pretty sure he doesn't know how to do it because livejournal is confusing so if you want to be added to his friends list comment or something, but i'm just going to add everyone that added him, yes.

and go to friends fest!

RAGE!!!

2005-06-01T13:23:09Z

so my family went out of town to mexico. me russ and cory went to d land.we came home around ten. then had a raging card game party. sam brought over romper stomper. then it ended up missing. sam was pissed. he took his dvds and his x box that he left at my house and he took pepes lap top that he gave to him.sam left the party pissed. pepe found out that sam took his comp and asked russ why he didnt stop him. russ asked pepe to stop repeatably. charlie and i told russ to chill. then after 3 more times russell telling pepe to chill he just then hulked out. he got up and tryed to grab pepe charlie grabed russ and held / pushed him back. russell was telling pepe to never talk to him again like that to him as he was knocking stuff over and trying to run at pepe. russell gets a hold of pepes i pod and smashes it. russ finally calmed down then charlie and i left to see how pepe was then i tell every one to leave. they all go out side the its just russ and me in the room. charlie come back in to the room telling russ he cant do stuff like that. he cant go out of his way and try to kill pepe over talking back and raising his voice. charlie broke down and started crying as the same for russell. it was the first time i ever seen earthier cry i broke down as well i couldn't believe my eyes i never thought i would see the day. russell chilled out. pepe and charlie left and every one as well. i never want this to happen again.i love my friends. i love my family. i love my life.

ps. and i love zoe<3

not a DAD!!!!

2005-04-12T09:16:17Z

so ya today zoe had her period and that means shes not pregnant and I'm not a daddy! i love my girl friend<3

p.s. don,t have unprotected sex.

fuck one way streets

2005-04-10T13:07:31Z

so i got zoe at 2. we went to my house and i had band practice for are show. then after band practice me ,zoe, sam. russ, and WAR N G ,went to the mall i ate and got fatter. the sped off to the show got there bummer we had to play last. i was sad cause zoe could not stay cause her shitty mom wanted her home so i took her and came back for new direction. it was fun played well till the second to last song. i could not hear a thing. i mest up and went ape shit on the floor tomm stabbing it many time screaming the work funk at the top of my lungs. soooo (shitty) then at the end of the set threw the drums down ans put a hole in the bass drum. so now i have to buy 70 dollars in drum head buy our next show when ever that is? finally went home watched the hate dvd (too funny) almost better than throwdowns but, theres no way it will ever be topped. ok then watched ancore man. it gets better every time. then after all of that me sam and junnie went to denny's and 3:am good times bad food.now im home. russ is a pussy<3..... i have work in 4 hours i have to wake up in three to get ready. i love my girl friend good night. p.s. "when in rome"

hideurheart @ 2005-03-22T01:59:00

2005-03-22T10:00:19Z

i love stephannie. seriously,

♥

i feel fat

2005-03-09T13:50:18Z

i just got back from zoe's. it was awesome. i love hanging out with that girl. taking hour naps rule harder than you think. i just had some jackin the box russells going to be pissed when he findes out i ate that shitty ass food. marc pepe and russ are asleep they look so cute haha ok i think im goin to join them good night world<3

loving life

2005-03-06T12:37:33Z

thanks zoe<3

i love anthony

2005-03-03T08:02:22Z

get over here and fuck me

my B-day

2004-07-25T09:20:44Z

thanks to mommy and daddy<3 i love you all<3

Friends Fest and deans B-Day!!!

2004-07-20T11:07:06Z

friends-fest '04 was amazing
I'm glad both of my bands got to play, and i'm glad we pulled it all off
every band was seriously amazing to see
i had a blast with all of my friends
werewolf must be the funnest band to be in
and letlive... what can i say?

highlights:
sonnet by letlive
jason on the backboard
making te Friends -fest banner w/ Dean
all of final fights set
all of werewolf's set

thank you to anyone who bothered getting there early to see chaotic band(jim's chaotic fish )
it means everything to me(and the rest of the band)
i cant wait till friends-fest '05... yesss. but most off all thanks to every band and friend that made it happen i love you all<3

Dean punk's birthday is tomorrow, and i can't wait to suck his dick....dude...<3

the saddest day

2003-08-28T06:38:07Z

Today my best friends dad died his name was (Dragon).He was the funniest and nicest guy you could ever meet. He was always cheering and he always had a smile on his face. I hope that dean and his family and maggie cope through this well. I will never forget him ever in my life he wasn't only my good friend but like a father to me as well as deans. He will always live on in our heart's and in his families and loved ones heart's as well in till it is our time to pass on. R.I.P dragon we love you<3

sweet night at Bens

2003-08-24T10:36:15Z

tonight party at Bens was awesome. i had a blats. then we had a midnight mosh ball game my team won. the score was 6-2 it was sooo fun. well... i am off to bed so good night and sweet dreams.

sleepless nights are killing me

2003-08-22T10:31:10Z

I cant sleep. I been staying up till like 5 or 6 and watching the sun come up. when I fall asleep I wake up at 3 or 5 in the afternoon. it kind of sucks I miss the whole day. I hope soon it will all be gone then I can sleep earlier because school is coming up and I need my rest not that it really matters